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    People will leave the world one day, it’s juz the matter of how… A friend of mine, selected to end it himself, he suicided. I was shocked when i got the news… I juz talk to him few months back, everything seems normal… but now, he gone… It’s not weird that people pass away, but i felt very…very…unexplainable feelings is bothering me, it’s really unbelievable. This is the second case I’d been through, i mean people that is near to me selected suicide as an end…

    Everyone that is reading this blog, please pay more attention to everyone around u… One day u might be joking and laughing with them, the other day they might leave u. Let the people around u knows that they are very important to u, especially ur love ones. Let them know there are still hope in their life, no matter how hard it is… Let them know suicide is not an option to end their life.

    Anyone that feel hopeless in their life right now, please do understand that there are people that still care of u, people that will feel sad for u. Hope is everywhere and anywhere, please do not give up seeking them. The selection to suicide, not only end the life of urself, but u’ll wound others might as well… Death is not an option to settle, to quit a problem!

    Now, everyone is crying for my dear friend… friends, family, everyone that loves him. May u rest in peace my dear friend…

Im real tired of being a free labour worker, i have to pay my time and my experience  on it K?!

    For working in the IT line for the past 5 years, it’s really normal that all my friends bump into me and ask me about IT’s quetions. Well, i don’t mind of that, but please do make known dat is my occupation, not my hobby! I cant afford everyone which comes near me and ask for free service, i have my cost to pay. I dont mind giving advise, but when u r asking for my profession serice, I WILL CHARGE! Best i can do, i charge lower than half price…

    Serious, if anyone ask me to do the gardening, laundry, or anything else i dun mind if there’s no pay, coz dats my free consent. But if u say u want to repair ur PC for free… i have to say sry! Can’t do! dun be stupid dude. If u keep compare with ur other friends, im a ok coz i dont give a shit, pls remember i hav my own stand.

    Friend is friend, looking for free service,pls not on repairing ur PC. Think LOGIC!!!!

    Hey yo, here’s a continue of my tales after so many months cool down. During the blank period, i actually shifted to another place jor, it’s still in TBR… A lot of things happened in that darn old RM120/mth house…

    When i first get myself into that piece of old junk, i  was so happy that i would tell myself "a new life finally!" But who knows this is another nightmare… (Why is my like nth good is happening in my life…? I guess it’s juz coincident).

ROACH SHIT! RAT SHIT! Everywhere! This stupid room which i rented, which doesn’t hav anything covered at an upper part of a wall (actually it’s juz a piece of board) is letting anything to evade my territory! Plus, it’s near to the kitchen, therefore it’s not weird to see such phenomena! At the back of the house, it’s a piece of sliding land fill with trees and other organism. It’s not weird that i make new companions…

    As the motivation theory says: To make a person change, u must hav proper motivation as the target of an individual. So i think i hav enough "motivation to look for a new place. It’s quite an easy job to get a nice accommodation… but how about the payment? -_-   A nice room in TBR will simply cost up to 300 bucks! Deduct the a rental of RM300 from my bloody monthly support RM500, the balance is even not enough for my F & B… 

"Dear daddy, can u help me and increase my $$?" said poor Dixon…
"No! u hav what is enough" a strong voice replied.

An expected answer,sometimes things don’t change. Bah! Why bother? Just find myself a job lor. So right now, if anyone wants to look for me, proceed to Low Yat Plaza on weekends!

Finally shifted already, so if anyone wanna keep contact with me can call my no.:

017-6801616~

BB all

An IQ quiz: If a man’s life spend is around 80 years,then how many birthday does this man have?

The answer: 1 - why? It’s because u r only born once!

We can see that birthday is a very important day to each & everyone of us (since it’s just 1 day),& that is why people celebrate it year by year continuosly to remind themself that is the day they was born… But do we trully know the meaning of it? Izzit really a day to be rejoice of? Or izzit really so important to us to celebrate our exist to this world? But aren’t this day suppose to be thanks giving to someone… to our beloved parents…especially our mom…? Ok folks, just remember 1 thing: the day when we were born is the day our mother suffer the most pain… APPRECIATE it when we have have fun, K?

After 19 years of lonely & torcher, I finally got my best birtday in my life on my 20th(so far)!!! My very own celebration! Thx to my darling lor~ "SMUACKS!!! JAN3T, I LOVE U!" Well, she didn’t prepare a very grand party for me,it’s just simply a bithday cake & a present, celebrated in my god-parents’ place. To be honest to u all, this is the 1st time I get to celebrate it without sharing it with somebody else, & sadly i’m always the forgotten 1(it really sux u see). Imagine everyone is greeting ur friends.. or ur senior… or even ur own sister (i don’t really like her last time) but totally forgets about u… Damn! Am I invis or what huh?!

But the most important reason to be happy is to have the person I love the most celebrating with me. Although everyone forgets about me, she’ll still be there for me, no matter im in whatever condition.  A simple celebration with nothing gorgeous nor extraordinary makes everything perfect!. Every happenings looks more realistic & acceptable, I don’t have to act or pretend to be something which I don’t like on my birthday for the 1st time! "Simply nice", a perfect word to describe my feelings for that moment…

Yes! Finally got a room in TBR lor, moving in next month liao. Although it’s not a very very nice apartment room, but still consider as a room lor~What do u expect from RM120 per month?Summore ele & water included ler! Plus there’s a TV & phone in the living room.The most important,it’s near shoplots & 10 minits walking distance from TARC ler! Most most important reason i’m satisfy—> My dear is oso staying in the same house ler! CHUN MAN!

After all the plannings to fill my room over there,i found out most of the items no need to buy ler,edi available in my present room now,but juz 1 thing is missing…. A PROPER COMPUTER! "how could I forget my LIFE!!!" My god,i don’t have a computer.Shameless to say,i’ve been working for a computer shop for pass 5 years,still I dun have a PC nor notebook (hehe,got other ppl provide mah!). Since rite now I’m moving away, I have no more free support edi… DIE MAN!

No matter how I feel bad about the limited 500 bucks per month (refer to my previous blog), it’s not as worse as no computer…Well, it’s a teenagers basic entereainment centre u see? I keep telling myself "I MUST GET A NOTEBOOK IN ANY COST!".So? I decided to go to my dad lor…. What to do? He’s my only source rite now mah. After all the begging & asking, finally he agrees to get me 1,A USED UNIT! …..
               DUH??? 2nd hand ar?? Since he’s the financial chief officer,i have no rights or power to ask for anything extra lor… with another limitation a have, quickly I bump to my bro that works in LOW YATT to look for a unit lor…. Now still waiting…. Sob…

Wish me luck again…

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                                                    I’ve ever seen….
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Oh yes! How could I forgeet this lovely lady??! The women that tear my family apart! ….

After I shifted out from my home, this women been starting to spread out bad news,that is not even true & u’ll find it ridicolous about me! She keeps telling the neighbourhood that im i drug addict ,taking ecstasy & pills,trying to messed up my image.But luckily I know most of the people around,so her plan fails to work somehow.Worse?Everyone is telling me about all the "GOOD DEEDS" she’s doing.

Personally, I think she’s part of the reason why my dad limit me so much.He might bliv in what she’s is saying,causing my dad to put a bottom line which is so high to STOP me from all those bad habits,that he assumed i do so.

Guess I’ll juz have to zoom back to working school life again… Like what i did past 2 years.Sometimes things juz don’t go the way we expected,this is why we have to stay tough settling all the problems keep popping up.

I’ll be moving in early next month, so wish me luck! DuH~

      – END –

It all started so well,after I’ve decided to continue my studies in
TAR college while waiting for uni’s acceptation. My dad (which i’ve
left staying with for 3 years) agree to support me to further studies.
"Well,somethings do change",this is what I 1st thought of in my heart
after proposing my plans to my dad… A stubborn man like him,never
accepted any opinion from other people, finally woke up… My brother’s
& my left really teaches him agood lesson, that his method of
guiding his own children aren’t the correct way.

With a happy heart,I start to fulfill my plans. After the
application,I start looking for rooms.After 2 months of searching,I
finally found a room in TBR. Well,it’s not a very nice room or
apartment,but i choose it bcoz of it’s cost is really low… If not I
would have get some room in Genting Court or some condos.In my heart, I
don’t want to push too hard on my dad’s wallet although he’s willing to
give me support,just trying to be a good son u see.

OK,here’s the bad news.After confirming all the expenses I need, I
got back to him.He agreed on the fees & room, but he only support
me another RM500/ month! The 1st words pops up into my mind is:"What
the HELL!!".On the proposal I presented to him,I mentioned I’ll need an
amount of RM650-700/ month,but right now im only getting 500 bucks? No
joke!500 bucks will only be enough for my room & food / baverage!But
how about my insurance? or my phone credits? or any extra for just some
toiletries?I don’t even have the money for a bus ride back to my home
in RAWANG!!Guess what, he has an answer for all my needs!
       
         1. Give-up my insurance
         2. Phone is not important, so cut it!
         3. If I need any toiletries,get it from our house
         4. Etc etc…..

He’s not giving the money not bcoz of he doesn’t have it,but why is
he cutting it into minimum? So minimum until I can’t breath…
Screwed!It’s my beloved stepmom! How could I forget this cunning wicked
lady!

                                                                                                         (to be continued….)